The time has come for other things...
This is the finish line of my beginning
HI. Long time no see.
I like high school so far. there is more freedom than in MS and I get to be with more friends, thats the best part.
If you dont know already.. I tore my ACL, that being the ligament in your knee that is behind ur kneecap attaching your femure to your tibula, that part sucks.
I can walk on it, but sometimes if I bend it wrong it hurts like a mother.
Download these...
GLASSJAW - Mu Empire
SLICK SHOES - Darko
APPLESSEED CAST - dreamland
THE EARLY NOVEMBER - Every Night's Another Story
THE USED - just a little
POISON THE WELL - pieces of you in me
TSUNAMI BOMB - 20 goin on...
MATCHBOOK ROMANCE , STORY OF THE YEAR, YELLOWCARD, MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK, ALKALINE TRIO, STAY LIGHT RUN, AGAINST ME
Here I am beside Myself Again...
You are not you khakis. You are not how much money you have in the bank. You are not ur football team, or how popular you are.
You are not your AE shirts or your Calvin Klein underwear. You are not your last name. You are not your skin color. You are not your furniture.
Hit Bottom and let go. Let go, dont let material things own you. Advertising has us wanting cars and clothes, goin to school to get jobs we dont like to buy shit we dont need. WE are the middle child of history, no purpose or place, we have no great war, no great depression. Our great war is a spiritual war, our great depression is our lives. We've all been raised on tv to believe that we would all be movie gods and rock stars, but we won't. We are slowly learning that fact...
and it pisses us off. - fight club
Sorry about all this... Christian
I want you to hit me as hard as u can...
Well, I think I'll start off this entry like I have the last couple of entries, by telling you all what I did last nigt...
AS I said in my last post, I went and got Sam. Me and Sam just hung out in his room for a while, until about 1:30 or so and then we went and got on top of the press box again. We then just kinda walked around and talked, and just doing that was fun. I love Andrews at night. This summer really has been great, I mean... its all what you make it, and the ppl around u are what make IT great, IT being Life. I mean, I think all life is about is being with ppl u love and u like. I think thats the only thing that will truly make anyone happy, not a nice house or car, not a lot of cash in your wallet, just having ppl that love you and being with them... or at least thats how I see it.
Im watchin Fight Club on my computer, I love cable modems... I also have Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Office Space, and a crap load of South Park and Family Guy episodes. Its great. Speakin of Fight Club, that is the BEST movie ever made. It is a book of philosophy, a guide to how to live, its amazing. Most of the quotes that are in my blog come from it... yeah, anyway, moving on.
Im about to have to go to football, so I'll talk more later.
Christian
Where is My Mind?
LOL...
Again another fun night so far, this summer has been so great. Tonight we bombed the hell out of Sonic with a 3 man waterballoon launcher. It was me, John, Travis Baucham(sp?), Jacob, Roberts, Drew Garret, and Marcus. After we bombed them and the cops showed up and us running away, we went and did the same thing to the car club ppl (the cool ppl that hang out in the Taco Villa parking lot), we also launched some at different things around town just for the heck of it. I should have been caught by the cops so many times this summer.
We then headed back to Johns and there was a lot of ppl there (lol) even though john and jacob were both gone. So I watched Craig play my guitar for a while and then came back to my house where I am now...
Earlier, I told Cody I was gonna come over and I kinda lost track of time, so Sorry Cody. Really.
Well, I am now gonna go get Sam and get on top of some stuff.... Keep it Real, yall.
Ur Friend,
Christian
Pardon me, while I burst into flames...
I didnt go to church, I was too tired. Oh well, I dont think I missed out on too much. Since then, I have done nothin except eat and listen to music. Yeah, what a day, huh. I wish I could play the freakin guitar.
I am thinkin about puttin in some songs or poems I have written, I dont think they are very good, so I am kinda embarrased to post em. So, if u want to see them, IM me and tell me. If enough ppl want to see them. I will put a couple up here.
I am gonna go throw the football around for a while, so I'll see yall later.
I could float here forever...
The titles of my entries usually have nothing to do with them at all, they are usually just from songs or books or movies I really like...
Tonight was Jareds goin away party, we went to the rockhounds game. It was alright, me and Reeder went around makin all the guys who sell beer give us their autographs on this ball. I mainly hung out with Kylie and Courtney and kinda Diandra, they're all really cool. Me and Court have been good friends for a freaking long time, and it was cool to get to hang out with her tonight. When we got back, me, sam, jared, stephen, and this foreign exchange student that is staying with Sam all went over to Johns and checked out the new waterballoon launcher, its cool. Well, I left around 1:30 and am now sittin here listenin to the DEFTONES. Knife Party is a freakin good song.
Anyway, I am comtemplating goin to church tomorrow. I might go I might not.
Im tired, and this blog thing is pointless, haha, I have no idea why I write in it so much. Who even takes the time to read this?
This Is What Living Like This Does..
Holy Crap,
Last night was some fun stuff. After the Halo Tournament, and tapin up Cody in duct tape like hardcore for no reason. I came home and just sat around until about one or so... then John came and picked me up and we made our nightly trip to Town and COuntry and got some Choc. Milk <--- good stuff! After that we went and ran across the tops of the mail trucks that are all parked in a row in front of the post office... lol, I know it sounds stupid, but believe me it is fun. After that, we proceeded to the High School and climbed up on top of the press box and chilled up there for like 30 minutes. Later, we went to the church and got quite a few rolls of toilet paper and went and did a lil wrappin around the town. Then for no reason what so ever we went and drove with Drew Garret way the heck out in the country to go in this house that we thought was abandoned and then we got freaked out in there cause there was all this crap in the house and left. Then we got Drew to dop us back off at the post office and ran back across the mail trucks and walked the rest of the way back to Space Cadet (Johns car) at the high school, and went home. And that is the story of my night... it was some pretty fun times. I wish Sam would have gone, but he was tired, anyway... I think Im gonna go for now.
check ya later
Best Friends Means I Pulled the Trigger...
Im at Johns again and the Halo Tournament has begun we have like 6 X boxes here all connected, its bad. There are 15 cars outside Johns house, its freakin awesome. I'm currently listening to Safety of Routine by Name Taken, some good crap.. I thinhk its funny that me, John, and Craig are all wearin Pebnnywise shirts. Yeah, the night is fun so far... I'll keep ya posted.
You are not your khakis...
I am sittin in Johns living room thing watching Jaime and Craig play guitars. They're both really good, especially for how long they have been playing. I got done singing not to long ago, I suck at it, I think. I think we are about to tape, CJ up when ever he gets here. It should be some fun crap. Later we are gonna play some X BOX and do some other crazy crap all night. Hope I can keep my record of not gettin arrested this summer.
Alright, well... I'll see ya mothers later.
Why cant I feel anything from anyone other than you...
Todays Football Update: It wasnt that bad today at all, I played pretty good, and ran for some touchdowns and stuff. Days like this make me like playing.
I thought something was pretty funny today, I saw this thing on MTV and then I heard it on 95X that Dashboard Confessional had a new song and stuff, I was like cool, wonder what it is... and then I found out it was Hands Down. Hands Down was realeased in like 2000, maybe 2001... what the hell are they doin callin it new? They (MTV and radio) do that with like everything, two years after a song comes out, hey, listen to this new song by whatever their name is. It just kinda pisses me off, I know its stupid and shouldn't do that to me, but it just really annoys me when a song I really like for a couple years and then all these ppl are like its awesome, yeah.. I had it in my info like a year ago, why didnt u download it?
Ok, sorry about that, but that really bothers me sometimes, and it happens, it seems, quite frequently lately.
Anyway, I'm listening to Silverstein, they're cool, they're out of Canada, they're like screamo if u like that stuff.
If you dont know what emo is... you're a dumbass, as far as music goes. But you probably know what emo is, right?
Im gonna go eat or somethin. Much love... Christian
I'm wastin my whole day
once again, I cant get a hold of anyone.. I think I am goin to be singing for the punk praise band at church, I think it would be cool, and I want to practice, but I am not so sure that I have all that to swell of a voice. Yeah, I dont know about singing in front of a lot of ppl. Oh well, I can try it and if I suck.. then I guess Jaime can sing.
My dad wants me to go eat with my granddad and the rest of my family and stuff.. I kinda feel bad, cause I told him I didnt want to and stuff. :(
If Im bored enough to write such a meaningless entry into my blog, I must be really bored.
Im pathetic.
There's no "I" in team
Howdy,
Is that your ass or momma have reindeer?... thats a direct quote from a rap song, what the hell is wrong with rappers? Please, if you can explain the previous statement .. tell me.
Another day at football, I got a bad stomach ache, threw up, yeah.. great, fun times, enough said on that subject.
I am about to go out to eat with John and Jalesa, so I'm goin' to keep this one brief, and say goodbye for NOW.
You can sin or spend the night all alone.
I'll be in the wormhole soon...
I am bored and need somethin to do. Armor For Sleep is way mucho good. Speakin of sleep, I think I am gonna go take a nap, since John won't answer his bloody phone.
oh and by the way, if u ever wonder where these random phrases come from... as in I'l be in the wormhole soon, they are usually quotes from movies or songs. Just to let ya know.
If you let me have my way, I swear I'll tear you apart...
hello again...
Its the same time as yesterday and I am like dog tired. Dog tired?.. yeah, anyway. Football wasnt that bad today, just gettin up for it was. Last night seems like a dream, I mean it feels like it didnt happen, or it happened like a long time ago. I went to the movies and me and Risty kinda got together, yeah, again. Me and Risty havent seen each other like except once this summer and the next thing I know we are in a movie theater kissing (thats all we did). Its kinda weird. I am not saying gettin with her was bad or anything. I mean I like her and everything, it was just kinda weird how it all happened. She is leaving for a week tomorrow.
You could describe my mood right now by the song Me Vs. Maradona Vs. Elvis by Brand New. Its a good song, its a very good song.
Yeah, I feel kinda fucked up right now. I have a lot on my mind. I want to go watch John and Jaime record. I think I am about to call John.
I just found out that Marcum is going to be in Mexico on his birthday, that displeases me, I thought we could hang out for his Bday. I hate Lubbock now.
Im tired, and so freakin nasty. My leg is all muddy from up-downs at football. *sigh* I think I do way too much complaining on this thing. I promise once I have something that Im happy about, I'll write about. well, hey, I think Im gonna go take a shower and as I said earlier go call John.
I know this because Tyler knows this..... Im out.
Its times like these that Silence means everything
HEY everyone...
yeah, Its like 1:30 on a Tuesday and I got home from football like a couple hours ago. I had nothin to do, so I made this.
Taking Back Sunday is great, I think they are my favorite band. I like his voice and the screamer's voice, and the lyrics are pretty amazing. I guess, Im sayin all this cause Ive been listenin to em quite abit today and found some songs on Kazaa that werent on their cd. Some of it is great, some sucks. Eleven is freakin awesome, its like an acoustic song by them.
Anyway, hmm... Im typin in online journal. These are strange times. Instead of paper and pen, Im using a keyboard. Interesting.
Well, I've been tryin to play my guitar lately. I suck. I think I kinda can sing, sometimes. I think it would be cool to sing for a band. I wanna hear some of John, Jaimes, Craigs, and Marcus' stuff. They have been recordin a crap load lately. I wish I was good at an istrument, oh well. I need some guidance on how to play stuff and all that crap.
Football sucks. Not really the game, but the people who play are freakin idiots. I dont like the coaches that much either. I guess, it will be ok though. It wont kill me. School, I think is goin to be very interesting, I'll have John and them to hang out with and make stuff fun. I am really glad I have the group of friends that I do, my summer and life would suck without them.
I have seen JOhn Seth every day for like at least 8 hours every single day for like a month in a row, excluding one week that I was on vacation.
This summer has been pretty cool.... Napalm, buildings, and other stupid crap has helped to make it a really great summer.
Im out for now, I'll write in this thing again sometime....
