The time has come for other things...

hmmm... this weekend

2003-11-04T20:57:00.000-06:00

As far as weekends go this one cant be rated.

It was F'ing awesome. and that's an understatement.

Here's the itinerary.

Thursday night.
9:00
Marcum got here around 9 and then John came over.
We went and rode around and went and messed with Cody then came home.
11:00
We came home and got our stuff ready.
We then proceeded to watch Bumfights and Cky. Both movies are very nice, pleasant movies.
FRIDAY
4:00
We left. I go to sleep.
9:00
I wake up. We arrive in Dallas.
We eat at this bad ass place called Antones Cafe.
10:00
we go to the Gypsy Tea Room and hang out
2:00
Taking Back Sunday and Saves the Day arrive
5:00
Me, John, and Marcum eat the bands food... mmmmm. RIBS. Matt Magee arrives. YAY
6:00
Taking back Sunday plays 3 acoustic songs. Best 20 minutes of my life.....
Only 20 ppl or so saw this part.
8:00
Concert starts.
Moneen comes out dressed in Star Wars.... very beautiful
Taking Back Sunday comes out dressed as hicks.... even more beautiful.
Saves the day ends the show dressed as wizard of oz ppl... perfect.
Every band played excellent and it was just... mind blowing to say the least. oh yeah, Saves the Day played a cover of Outkast... funniest, greatest, best cover ever.
10:45
We go hang out in West End.
11:45
We go to the Regency... a f'ing nice hotel. We have mucho fun lighting stuff on fire. Messin around, exploring. Being dumb.
2:00
Went to sleepy.
SATURDAY
8:30
The guys wake me up.
9:00
we go to the observation level of the like highest thing in Dallas that was right next to our hotel. ya know, we found a beer bottle up there, had to throw it off...
9:20
spent like half an hour throwing crap down an elevator shaft. LOL
9:50
went and explored West End some more
Went to Anotones Cafe (again)
11:00
checked out of hotel and went and ate at HOOTERS
12:30
Went and explored the Galleria mall. Much more fun.
We spent two hours in these massage chairs... it was interesting
4:00
Dropped Matt off and went home.

Weekends dont happen like that very often. wish u were there with me.

happy happy, joy joy

2003-10-30T20:14:00.000-06:00

i am countin the hours. Only a few left. The best day of my life is beginning to form.. YES..... (evil laugh)

Marcum is on his way, John died a little of his hair black, and Im watchin Interview with A Vampire. Alll is very well.

Im gonna miss my friend courtney, so Ill take some pics for ya, aight?

WELL..... I think Im gonna crap my pants. Im close.. Im leavin at 4 in the morning....

Love to All,
Christian

wow.

2003-10-29T21:57:00.000-06:00

CHurch is so gay. Like so damn gay. All church is is nasty kids in a nasty smelling gym listening to nasty music. It sucks extreme balls. I have realized that church to me seems nothing but a lot of establishments competing to create the best euphoric atmosphere where ppl can feel giddy enough to cry and hold their hands up. Our establishment sucks at it right now. Oh well, I dont give.

Im seein Taking Back Sunday in a day. And there is nothing any one can do to stop it. HA-HA

Courtney, u can stop whining now.

2003-10-28T17:35:00.000-06:00

Wow. This weekend = FUN. No parents from Friday til Sunday night.

Friday hung out with some friends. Had suburban... drove around pumpkin smashing.
Saturday hung out with friends. had suburban drove around to various locations in town. Got chased by the cops for 3 hours after almost getting caught wrapping the country club. Its a long tale.
Sunday sat around and played Grand Theft Auto Vive City and watched a good movie : Interview with a Vampire.

hmm.. what else is goin on. Here this is my book report on Fight CLub. This is my interpretation of the theme that Fight Club is about.

.............................................................................Fight Club

Years ago, it seemed there were rules, there were boundaries to books. Books had a limit and most of them stayed within it. Then, a book was released that shattered these walls and broke every rule blowing the old laws away and giving way to new forms of creative life and never before thought of concepts. This book was Fight Club. From somewhere in the depths of writer, Chuck Palahniuk’s dark mind came forth the unconventional story about a schizophrenic man whose alter ego starts a chain of underground fight clubs eventually leading to the formation of Project Mayhem. Released in October of 1999 by Henry Holt & Company, Inc. Fight Club was turned into a major motion picture not long after that. The movie became an instant cult classic and starred Brad Pitt, Edward Norton, and Helena Bonham Carter. Now a legend, Fight Club’s theme is the criticism of our time against commercialism and the susceptibility of today's society. The plot unfolds in modern New York City and is told by the first person narrator, the first part being told as a flashback.
The narrator whose name is never told is a very diverse and complex character. He is a pencil-pushing, insomniac, who works in a claims department for a large car manufacture. His job is to decide what a manufacture does in case of a design flaw. He hates his job, boss, and his life. To deal with his insomnia, he attends support groups where he sees true pain and he is then able to sleep. He is the essence of a consumer whom “does not own his things, they own him.” He spends his life filling his apartment with things he thinks define him and bring out his character. He is a “product of lifestyle obsession.” At the first he is very conservative, a nice guy. After his apartment gets blown up, and he begins to live with Tyler, he becomes more and more of a savage animal acting on his more manly basic instincts. By the end of the book, he is a new man, completely different than the way he was before.
Tyler Durden is the alter ego of our protagonist, no-name narrator. He was formed in the subconscious mind of the narrator as the man he truly wanted to be. He looked the way he wanted to look, talked the way he wanted to talk, and behaved the way he wanted to behave. He is first introduced to the narrator on a plane and gives the main character his business card. Later, when our narrator finds out that his apartment has exploded, he calls Tyler and asks if he can stay with him. The two meet at a bar and have their first fight club in the parking lot. It becomes the narrator’s new form of dealing with his insomnia. This is how they become friends and remain in contact with each other. Even though Tyler and the leading man are the same person, the main character sees Tyler doing things he wishes he could do. Tyler is a strange, bizarre character who works in an aristocratic restraint where he pees in the dishes and works as a late night cinema roll changer where he splices explicit images into children’s films. He is also the one whom really forms and conducts project mayhem. He rejects the basic assumption of civilization, especially the importance of material possessions and strives to bring back the man in manly.
The third major character that we meet in this story is Marla. Marla Singer is a support group “tourist” like our main character. Since the presence of another such "tourist" is distracting, they agree to split up the groups, so as not to run into each other. Unfortunately, this splitting results in their losing out on half a week or so of this bizarre therapy. Marla jumps back into the plot when she calls the narrator while he is staying at Tyler’s house and Tyler picks up the phone and takes her back to his house. The two begin having a sexual relationship in which our main character cannot understand. She is, like the other two characters, eccentric and odd. She lives cheaply by stealing clothes from laundry mats and selling them in thrift stores. She falls in love with the main character but can’t grasp his strange behavior.
The plot is as intricate and perplexing as the characters within it. After the narrator goes to support groups to sleep, he becomes addicted to them as a form of therapy for his insomnia. When Marla interrupts this odd form of coping with insomnia, he unknowingly begins to slowly form Tyler Durden in his mind. After he confronts his alter ego on the plane, he befriends him and later stays with him when his apartment is blown up. Together they form fight club, which becomes the narrator new form of therapy. The club meets in the evenings, and members duke it out, two at a time, just for the adrenaline of it. And their club immediately starts attracting more and more men who equally want to smack and get smacked. This leads to the formation of Project Mayhem which is a group of fight clubbers who have moved onto more dangerous deeds. The army of “space monkeys,” as they are called, do mischievous crimes throughout the city to slowly begin to put society into decline. Their ultimate goal is to return man to its true origin. The narrator slowly begins to figure out that he is Tyler Durden and that he is responsible for all the chaos. He tries to undo all the harmful things his alter ego has done, but finds that he has set up fight clubs all over America and that Project Mayhem is planning to blow up every credit card building in New York. He tries to stop the plan, but his alter ego shows up and after a fight, ties him up and sticks a gun in his mouth. Our protagonist slowly realizes how to manipulate his mind and forces himself to shoot himself. When he does this, he doesn’t die; he merely kills Tyler and breaks his lower jaw. While all this is going on, the bombs underneath the credit card buildings blow and he realizes what he has done. As he looks on with unsurity, Marla shows up at his side and together they face the future.
I think that this is one of the most profound and symbolic books I have ever read. The use of metaphors and other various facets within the book that follow the plot are genius. I think that Palahniuk is brilliant. Even though he weaves this story with many dark and maybe even controversial elements, it remains a supreme work of literary art.
The 20th century male’s struggle still continues today, the 21st century is a corporate controlled society, in a consumer culture that gives life value by what is bought and owned, not by the individual. The modern male is emasculated in this feminist culture. Chuck Palahniuk does an excellent job of taking a contemporary subject and putting it on paper. Fight Club takes these themes, consumerism, emasculation of the male and liberation and weaves them together to make a great narrative on the unfilled, unwholesome male who desperately seeks to be free from society’s control. This book is the ultimate stand on freedom from the ordinary, mundane life society has created for us and I most desperately want to avoid. I view this book, as to a certain extent, a guide of how not to live my life and how to avoid falling victim to this artificial sense of self by commercialism.

“You are not your job. You are not how much you have in the bank. You are not the contents of your wallet. You are not your khakis. You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake.” Tyler

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Any way, Im goin to Dallas on Friday

Its goin to be the best day of anyones life.

Not only am I going to be going to see Taking Back Sunday, I will be hanging out with them backstage.

Yes, I am a lucky lucky bastard.

This is a tale about a young boy who was bored and decided to talk about himself. A subject he enjoys to much.

2003-10-14T21:47:00.000-05:00

Here, some crap going on in my life.
I have been reading other peoples blogs. Some crap kinda almost pissed me off. I don't know why I'm talking about it. I mean, its not like I'm going to tell them or talk about it at all. I just wanted to state it. That some ppls blogs just piss me off, or at least parts about them.
I'm really bored. I'm listening to Johnny Cash - The Man Comes Around.

Rehab is goin pretty good, I guess.. I mean, hell, I can walk normal now. That's always good. Cant bend my leg all the way, but eh, I'm used to it. That's not a thing I thought I would have to ever get used to. Well, yes, life IS a Bitch.
I have been pretty happy lately. I mean, up until I read everyone's blogs. I feel like when I write in mine I should be all depressed or having some horrible crap goin on in my life. But u know what, I'm pretty healthy, I've got a good family (even though they suck sometimes), a nice house, plenty of clothes, really great friends, and yeah.. That's all that matters
Everything else is just bonus.
I mean, I almost feel out of place when my blog is, dare I say, GOOFY at times.
I mean, God, that is probably a crime or something.
Ok, enough of that.... I don't really give a damn, and I'm gonna continue to keep this thing a positive... even stupid, if I want my lil ole blog to be.

Hey, I finally had some fun this weekend. I mean like mischievous summer fun type stuff.
Me and John and good ole Matt Long went and road around. Got on a few oil tank things and chased a few cats at 3 in the morning. Also, we found this old bike and had some fun destroying it and then threw it up on the press box. I love those guys, I miss doin that type of stuff.

This weekend Marcum is coming into town. Yay. That makes me happy. Im gonna have to be in the darn parade. NOT fun.
Next weekend, my mom and dad are leaving Friday morning and coming home on Sunday night. Yay.. That makes me happy too. Should be fun weekends.

Im 15. Yes, basicly a man. Ok, maybe not. But I can dream, cant I? Im leaving. Yes.

christian wall....ACE

Ive been thinkin....

2003-10-14T18:05:00.000-05:00

Maybe people dont really know what music is about anymore.
Like Country, country music today isn't about living on a farm. Its not about picking cotton.
"Country" music is about honky tonks and beer.
Take Johnny Cash or even Hank Williams. Those guys knew what the Hell they were singing about.
Both of them were born around the Depression. They had tough childhoods, but they made a a living by working the lands with their hands and being resourceful. They used the country to survive.
I dont think Kenney Chesney or Toby Keith have ever picked cotton or anything like it in their lives.
Not like I have, but Im not singing "country" either.
Its seems like instead a way of life defining music... its the other way around the music has become a lifestyle.
The "cowboys" today ride in their big Dodge Rams and go to rodeos. Thats about it. The people who sing "country" these days probably havent ever even really worked with the country. They are guys in high dollar boots and hats playin the same chords, singin the same message with different words.
Its just not like that music is even about anything anymore.

Im not a country lover, but there is some stuff I like. Its like older stuff and its pretty slow. I know, it doesnt sound like me. I dont know why I like it, but I really do. Plus, I have a huge admiration for JOHNNY CASH. Perhaps one of the greatest performers to ever live. I got most of the stuff up there from his autobiography. It is well worth reading. Oh and by the way, he puts what I said up there like 300 times better than I did. I stunk up his message, but I just felt like sharing it the best I could recall.

Anyway, the reason I put that up in here is because I have been thinking about what Cash said about country music and the same thing goes for a lot of the mainstream rock. Its just all bull crap that they sing, or most of it. Its just like words that rhyme so that ppl can understand it and go buy cds. Music isnt an art like it once was, its more of a business. A really large corporation that makes sounds.

eh.. thats my spill for the day.

I bet everyone is glad I dont post often.

I have a magic toenail, I keep it on my foot. Its always there to rescue me, when something goes Kapoot.

2003-10-04T20:00:00.000-05:00

Brak,
I like Brak.
I think Brak is funny.
He is stupid.
But He is Funny.
He comes from Space Ghost.
Download a couple quotes off of Kazaa by typing in Brak.
That is if u want to be humored.
If u dont want to be humored.
Dont dont download a couple of quotes off Kazaa by typing Brak.

There was not anything to do, so I wrote the following :

2003-10-04T17:58:00.000-05:00

hmm

I had a lot of visitors yesterday Courtney and Kylie were here for like 3 hours, Jeff stopped by a bit, Jamie and Chrissy came over and hung out and Ryan came by for a weird couple of seconds...
Courtney bought me this BIG candy basket thing, so THANKS COURT. She is my belle and I am her beau for homecoming. I dont know how the Hell that happened, I mean I was kinda at home lying in my bed throwing up whenever they voted, but eh...
now I get to ride in the parade on a 1964 red convertible Austin Heely. not too shabby

I want to watch like 3 movies at one time right now. I want to watch Scarface, Animal House, and any Adam Sandler movie. I dont know why. I watched Fight Club yesterday, I havent watched it in a long while. Speaking of movies....
Stanley Kubrick could be the greatest director of all time. Maybe.
Also, Confessions of A Dangerous Mind is a movie worth renting. I watched it the other day and thought it was pretty good.

Anyway... yeah. I think Im gonna go.

And it haz been two days since the surgery

2003-10-03T12:57:00.000-05:00

I just got done eating lunch with Jamie, yeah I cooked for her and stuff... aint I swell?

anyway, two days now it has been since 3 holes were placed in my knee, there are still 3 holes
I havent felt any pain whatso ever, but Ive thrown up a couple of times, cause of the medication... Ive missed three days of school. Yay. Not looking forward to the make - up.

Im listening to some old school alternative, well... its not old school.. its like the 1999s or so.
Yeah, Vertical Horizon and Eve 6. I used to really like those bands back in the day. Dave Mathews Band, really is swell. I mean there not my typical punk rock. But they have some damn good songs and are brilliant musicians fo sho. I actually am not just about the whole punk/hardcore, I think I just love music. Since I was a kid I've been listening to jazz and classical. NO f'ing elevator music, like Elton John or the damned Phil Collins, but like hardcore old school Mendlesson, Tchaikovsky, Mozart, Chopin, and of course Ludwig Van (clock work orange fans, rock on). And as far as swing and jazz... Frank Sinatra, Dean Martin, Tony Bennet, Nat King Cole, Bing Cosby... some of the greatest voices of ALL time. Classical and Jazz, may not be cool or whatever, but hell, I like it and always have. I think its good to know alot about that type of stuff too, I mean they helped shape music today, its musics origin. Anyway, hell.. I have no idea, how I got off on that,so sorry bout the mindless ramble...

Christian

Dont watch Alice in Wonderland over three times in one day... Im F'ing serious! DONT

2003-09-29T18:33:00.000-05:00

i would like to add.. I just read Johns blog.. I used to be really bad about latching onto other ppls bands... so sorry. For about a year now, though, I have known EXACTLY how John feels. and like him, I cant really explain it, he did a really good job of it though. so, amen and lots and lots of power to John and his entry about the other bands thing.

Taking Back Sunday - Brand New - Slick Shoes - Senses Fail - Finch - Lagwagon - Alkaline Trio - the Movielife - Armor For Sleep - SLow Coming Day - The Startinng Line - AppleSeed Cast - LIfetime - The Fight - bad Astronaut - saves the day - Flogging Molly - Dropkick Murphys - Deviates - The Used - Deftones - NOFX - Name Taken - Ozma - Poison the Well - Glassjaw - Rise Against - Against Me! - Piebald - Staring Back - Dead Poetic -Midtown - Early November - SILVERSTEIN - Yellowcard - Red Animal War - Mest - Matchbook Romance - Beautiful Mistake - Thursday.. and more

These are some of my old faves and some of my new as well..
Some of these were discovered or whatever by me, but also many were to thanks to friends.
John has told me about a Lot of cool bands, thanks.. Cody, a lot of the bands u like suck, but the good ones are really good.

If carrots were alcoholic beverages... rabbits would be fucked up.

the time has come for other things.... like ceiling wax and tales of kings

2003-09-29T17:51:00.000-05:00

Friday, I went to Jamies house and walked in. Her mom and dad were on the couch watching tv, my original intentions were that of asking her mom if I could take Jamie to homecoming. Well, when I walked in, Gimli (a.K.a Sally) gave me a look, that would have made John Seth piss his pants. So, I decided not to ask her right then. Now I was stuck with the predicament of what to say since I was now standing in their living room. I asked if Jamie was there and when she came out I blurted out the only thing I could think of... I asked her if she wanted to go eat at La Hacienda and then mumbled about how I thought it was good or something. It was sad really. so, I still havent asked her.

I sucked at All-Region Choir.. lol, it was horrible... I was singing one of the songs and there is a note that only a little girl should be able to hit and so I just stopped singing durin that part and said, eh, this song is too high. I dont think judges like that very much. Casey made 1st chair, so yay. go him.

Anyway, I am now two days away from getting the pleasure of having my knee cut open.

I will be 15 on the 7th of October. Yes, that is Tuesday. I know all of yall cant wait.

Jamie, I like ur face. its pleasent enough. John maybe if u had a root canal, u would actually be cool. Marcum I think u are skinnier than an oak tree growing in Ireland.

ByE

2003-09-23T18:09:00.000-05:00

i dont know when my surgery is.. Im gettin tired of my leg hurtin though

Im goin to ask SallY, Jamie's Mom, if I can take her to homecoming, that should be interesting...

this is all wrong, and it shows

2003-09-19T16:55:00.000-05:00

In case you haven't heard, I rehurt my knee
this time worse, lemme break it down for ya... I tore my ACL and that lets Mr. Knee slide whereever it wants to go. It doesnt stop sometimes, well, I was singin at church and I stepped back and it buckled and rolled. When it rolled, it ripped some nice little cartlidge and it went underneath my kneecap. Now I cant put any weight on it at all. It hurts worse than ever and its not a pleasent experience. I now have to have surgery, yeah surgery, prolly sometime next week.

Anyway about me and Johns trip to Austin....
we Left Lubbock around 8 and John has the flu.
We stop and buy a map and after gettin lost in Abilene, we made it to the concert as soon as it began.
Senses Fail, Early November, Allister, Home Grown, and The Starting Line all played amazingly well.
The guy in Early November started hanging from a rafter and there was a metal pipe with all these electrical chords running down it. He pulled on it and sparks exploded everywhere, that was bloody awesome. John stage dove and did some flips and ended up hittin his head.
We started leavin Austin around 8:30 and John is feelin really bad. We haven't eatin in 24 hours and are tired.
We stop and eat some Ramen noodles for 69 cents, which was all we had left. J
We got on the road again and not after long, we had a cute little blow out.
After an hour of getting the donut tire ( a little crappy wheel, that u cant go fast on) on and talkin to these two crazy ladies that helped us. we again started on the road again.
Not long after John pulled over and I took over the wheel.
I drove for about two hours and then it started pouring rain. Oh, and I forgot to add that John's passenger window wont roll up. We had brought a blanket and John wrapped it around his entire body and somehow fell asleep.
It rained for a long time and the windshield wipers didnt work so I couldnt really see. This went on for another two hours until about two in the morning. I drove the rest of the way home, well, that is until we ran out of gas.
Yep, we ran out of gas 6 miles before we got into Andrews.
An old man gave a ride to Town and Country and we walked home gettin us in around 5:30.

And the best part is our moms seriously believe we spent the day in Lubbock... lol

Im gonna go to the game and then to the Coffehouse, Im lookin forward to seein Hope For The Fallen tomorrow in Odessa. It should be cool..

Later Niggas...
CHRISTIAN

everyone likes taking back sunday now, Im pretty sure me and John were the first ones to hear them... On Halloween I will see them

2003-09-17T17:45:00.000-05:00

crap! this time this stupid thing better work... i have like written three or four entries and everyt time something messes up.
I have written the same thing for like three times straight, so this thing better bloody go through.

Anyway, yeah high school isnt that bad. I like it.
I went to Austin Saturday
Senses Fail is awesome in concert...

Im about to go sing for the praise band, should be interesting, always is...

I promise if things work, I'll actually write some more...

CHristian wallACE

This is the finish line of my beginning

2003-08-28T22:33:00.000-05:00

HI. Long time no see.

I like high school so far. there is more freedom than in MS and I get to be with more friends, thats the best part.
If you dont know already.. I tore my ACL, that being the ligament in your knee that is behind ur kneecap attaching your femure to your tibula, that part sucks.
I can walk on it, but sometimes if I bend it wrong it hurts like a mother.

Download these...
GLASSJAW - Mu Empire
SLICK SHOES - Darko
APPLESSEED CAST - dreamland
THE EARLY NOVEMBER - Every Night's Another Story
THE USED - just a little
POISON THE WELL - pieces of you in me
TSUNAMI BOMB - 20 goin on...
MATCHBOOK ROMANCE , STORY OF THE YEAR, YELLOWCARD, MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK, ALKALINE TRIO, STAY LIGHT RUN, AGAINST ME

Here I am beside Myself Again...

2003-08-12T01:30:00.000-05:00

You are not you khakis. You are not how much money you have in the bank. You are not ur football team, or how popular you are.
You are not your AE shirts or your Calvin Klein underwear. You are not your last name. You are not your skin color. You are not your furniture.

Hit Bottom and let go. Let go, dont let material things own you. Advertising has us wanting cars and clothes, goin to school to get jobs we dont like to buy shit we dont need. WE are the middle child of history, no purpose or place, we have no great war, no great depression. Our great war is a spiritual war, our great depression is our lives. We've all been raised on tv to believe that we would all be movie gods and rock stars, but we won't. We are slowly learning that fact...
and it pisses us off. - fight club

Sorry about all this... Christian

I want you to hit me as hard as u can...

2003-08-11T14:33:00.000-05:00

Well, I think I'll start off this entry like I have the last couple of entries, by telling you all what I did last nigt...
AS I said in my last post, I went and got Sam. Me and Sam just hung out in his room for a while, until about 1:30 or so and then we went and got on top of the press box again. We then just kinda walked around and talked, and just doing that was fun. I love Andrews at night. This summer really has been great, I mean... its all what you make it, and the ppl around u are what make IT great, IT being Life. I mean, I think all life is about is being with ppl u love and u like. I think thats the only thing that will truly make anyone happy, not a nice house or car, not a lot of cash in your wallet, just having ppl that love you and being with them... or at least thats how I see it.

Im watchin Fight Club on my computer, I love cable modems... I also have Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Office Space, and a crap load of South Park and Family Guy episodes. Its great. Speakin of Fight Club, that is the BEST movie ever made. It is a book of philosophy, a guide to how to live, its amazing. Most of the quotes that are in my blog come from it... yeah, anyway, moving on.

Im about to have to go to football, so I'll talk more later.
Christian

Where is My Mind?

2003-08-11T00:46:00.000-05:00

LOL...
Again another fun night so far, this summer has been so great. Tonight we bombed the hell out of Sonic with a 3 man waterballoon launcher. It was me, John, Travis Baucham(sp?), Jacob, Roberts, Drew Garret, and Marcus. After we bombed them and the cops showed up and us running away, we went and did the same thing to the car club ppl (the cool ppl that hang out in the Taco Villa parking lot), we also launched some at different things around town just for the heck of it. I should have been caught by the cops so many times this summer.
We then headed back to Johns and there was a lot of ppl there (lol) even though john and jacob were both gone. So I watched Craig play my guitar for a while and then came back to my house where I am now...
Earlier, I told Cody I was gonna come over and I kinda lost track of time, so Sorry Cody. Really.
Well, I am now gonna go get Sam and get on top of some stuff.... Keep it Real, yall.
Ur Friend,
Christian

Pardon me, while I burst into flames...

2003-08-10T16:05:00.000-05:00

I didnt go to church, I was too tired. Oh well, I dont think I missed out on too much. Since then, I have done nothin except eat and listen to music. Yeah, what a day, huh. I wish I could play the freakin guitar.

I am thinkin about puttin in some songs or poems I have written, I dont think they are very good, so I am kinda embarrased to post em. So, if u want to see them, IM me and tell me. If enough ppl want to see them. I will put a couple up here.

I am gonna go throw the football around for a while, so I'll see yall later.

I could float here forever...

2003-08-10T01:46:00.000-05:00

The titles of my entries usually have nothing to do with them at all, they are usually just from songs or books or movies I really like...

Tonight was Jareds goin away party, we went to the rockhounds game. It was alright, me and Reeder went around makin all the guys who sell beer give us their autographs on this ball. I mainly hung out with Kylie and Courtney and kinda Diandra, they're all really cool. Me and Court have been good friends for a freaking long time, and it was cool to get to hang out with her tonight. When we got back, me, sam, jared, stephen, and this foreign exchange student that is staying with Sam all went over to Johns and checked out the new waterballoon launcher, its cool. Well, I left around 1:30 and am now sittin here listenin to the DEFTONES. Knife Party is a freakin good song.

Anyway, I am comtemplating goin to church tomorrow. I might go I might not.

Im tired, and this blog thing is pointless, haha, I have no idea why I write in it so much. Who even takes the time to read this?

This Is What Living Like This Does..

2003-08-09T14:46:00.000-05:00

Holy Crap,
Last night was some fun stuff. After the Halo Tournament, and tapin up Cody in duct tape like hardcore for no reason. I came home and just sat around until about one or so... then John came and picked me up and we made our nightly trip to Town and COuntry and got some Choc. Milk <--- good stuff! After that we went and ran across the tops of the mail trucks that are all parked in a row in front of the post office... lol, I know it sounds stupid, but believe me it is fun. After that, we proceeded to the High School and climbed up on top of the press box and chilled up there for like 30 minutes. Later, we went to the church and got quite a few rolls of toilet paper and went and did a lil wrappin around the town. Then for no reason what so ever we went and drove with Drew Garret way the heck out in the country to go in this house that we thought was abandoned and then we got freaked out in there cause there was all this crap in the house and left. Then we got Drew to dop us back off at the post office and ran back across the mail trucks and walked the rest of the way back to Space Cadet (Johns car) at the high school, and went home. And that is the story of my night... it was some pretty fun times. I wish Sam would have gone, but he was tired, anyway... I think Im gonna go for now.

check ya later

Best Friends Means I Pulled the Trigger...

2003-08-08T21:37:00.000-05:00

Im at Johns again and the Halo Tournament has begun we have like 6 X boxes here all connected, its bad. There are 15 cars outside Johns house, its freakin awesome. I'm currently listening to Safety of Routine by Name Taken, some good crap.. I thinhk its funny that me, John, and Craig are all wearin Pebnnywise shirts. Yeah, the night is fun so far... I'll keep ya posted.

You are not your khakis...

2003-08-08T18:32:00.000-05:00

I am sittin in Johns living room thing watching Jaime and Craig play guitars. They're both really good, especially for how long they have been playing. I got done singing not to long ago, I suck at it, I think. I think we are about to tape, CJ up when ever he gets here. It should be some fun crap. Later we are gonna play some X BOX and do some other crazy crap all night. Hope I can keep my record of not gettin arrested this summer.
Alright, well... I'll see ya mothers later.

Why cant I feel anything from anyone other than you...

2003-08-08T12:46:00.000-05:00

Todays Football Update: It wasnt that bad today at all, I played pretty good, and ran for some touchdowns and stuff. Days like this make me like playing.

I thought something was pretty funny today, I saw this thing on MTV and then I heard it on 95X that Dashboard Confessional had a new song and stuff, I was like cool, wonder what it is... and then I found out it was Hands Down. Hands Down was realeased in like 2000, maybe 2001... what the hell are they doin callin it new? They (MTV and radio) do that with like everything, two years after a song comes out, hey, listen to this new song by whatever their name is. It just kinda pisses me off, I know its stupid and shouldn't do that to me, but it just really annoys me when a song I really like for a couple years and then all these ppl are like its awesome, yeah.. I had it in my info like a year ago, why didnt u download it?

Ok, sorry about that, but that really bothers me sometimes, and it happens, it seems, quite frequently lately.
Anyway, I'm listening to Silverstein, they're cool, they're out of Canada, they're like screamo if u like that stuff.

If you dont know what emo is... you're a dumbass, as far as music goes. But you probably know what emo is, right?

Im gonna go eat or somethin. Much love... Christian

I'm wastin my whole day

2003-08-07T18:05:00.000-05:00

once again, I cant get a hold of anyone.. I think I am goin to be singing for the punk praise band at church, I think it would be cool, and I want to practice, but I am not so sure that I have all that to swell of a voice. Yeah, I dont know about singing in front of a lot of ppl. Oh well, I can try it and if I suck.. then I guess Jaime can sing.

My dad wants me to go eat with my granddad and the rest of my family and stuff.. I kinda feel bad, cause I told him I didnt want to and stuff. :(

If Im bored enough to write such a meaningless entry into my blog, I must be really bored.

Im pathetic.

There's no "I" in team

2003-08-07T12:31:00.000-05:00

Howdy,
Is that your ass or momma have reindeer?... thats a direct quote from a rap song, what the hell is wrong with rappers? Please, if you can explain the previous statement .. tell me.

Another day at football, I got a bad stomach ache, threw up, yeah.. great, fun times, enough said on that subject.

I am about to go out to eat with John and Jalesa, so I'm goin' to keep this one brief, and say goodbye for NOW.

You can sin or spend the night all alone.

I'll be in the wormhole soon...

2003-08-06T16:10:00.000-05:00

I am bored and need somethin to do. Armor For Sleep is way mucho good. Speakin of sleep, I think I am gonna go take a nap, since John won't answer his bloody phone.

oh and by the way, if u ever wonder where these random phrases come from... as in I'l be in the wormhole soon, they are usually quotes from movies or songs. Just to let ya know.

If you let me have my way, I swear I'll tear you apart...

2003-08-06T13:31:00.000-05:00

hello again...
Its the same time as yesterday and I am like dog tired. Dog tired?.. yeah, anyway. Football wasnt that bad today, just gettin up for it was. Last night seems like a dream, I mean it feels like it didnt happen, or it happened like a long time ago. I went to the movies and me and Risty kinda got together, yeah, again. Me and Risty havent seen each other like except once this summer and the next thing I know we are in a movie theater kissing (thats all we did). Its kinda weird. I am not saying gettin with her was bad or anything. I mean I like her and everything, it was just kinda weird how it all happened. She is leaving for a week tomorrow.
You could describe my mood right now by the song Me Vs. Maradona Vs. Elvis by Brand New. Its a good song, its a very good song.
Yeah, I feel kinda fucked up right now. I have a lot on my mind. I want to go watch John and Jaime record. I think I am about to call John.
I just found out that Marcum is going to be in Mexico on his birthday, that displeases me, I thought we could hang out for his Bday. I hate Lubbock now.

Im tired, and so freakin nasty. My leg is all muddy from up-downs at football. *sigh* I think I do way too much complaining on this thing. I promise once I have something that Im happy about, I'll write about. well, hey, I think Im gonna go take a shower and as I said earlier go call John.

I know this because Tyler knows this..... Im out.

Its times like these that Silence means everything

2003-08-05T13:38:00.000-05:00

HEY everyone...
yeah, Its like 1:30 on a Tuesday and I got home from football like a couple hours ago. I had nothin to do, so I made this.
Taking Back Sunday is great, I think they are my favorite band. I like his voice and the screamer's voice, and the lyrics are pretty amazing. I guess, Im sayin all this cause Ive been listenin to em quite abit today and found some songs on Kazaa that werent on their cd. Some of it is great, some sucks. Eleven is freakin awesome, its like an acoustic song by them.

Anyway, hmm... Im typin in online journal. These are strange times. Instead of paper and pen, Im using a keyboard. Interesting.

Well, I've been tryin to play my guitar lately. I suck. I think I kinda can sing, sometimes. I think it would be cool to sing for a band. I wanna hear some of John, Jaimes, Craigs, and Marcus' stuff. They have been recordin a crap load lately. I wish I was good at an istrument, oh well. I need some guidance on how to play stuff and all that crap.

Football sucks. Not really the game, but the people who play are freakin idiots. I dont like the coaches that much either. I guess, it will be ok though. It wont kill me. School, I think is goin to be very interesting, I'll have John and them to hang out with and make stuff fun. I am really glad I have the group of friends that I do, my summer and life would suck without them.
I have seen JOhn Seth every day for like at least 8 hours every single day for like a month in a row, excluding one week that I was on vacation.

This summer has been pretty cool.... Napalm, buildings, and other stupid crap has helped to make it a really great summer.

Im out for now, I'll write in this thing again sometime....